do not be overcome

so yesterday  i went up onto the soccer field on the hill behind the highschool to try to get reception and the image of the person jim i see in my mind began attacking me so i asked god why i was being tormented and began fighting back as usual against him and the other people i see in my mind who attack me that are apparently projected up into my mind's eye image by a ball inside my head that seems just like the cartoon character not

i tried to yell at jim 'if you attack me you are attacking ...and i was searching for a shorter  way to say 'if you attack me you are attacking someone who is fighting the devil' but it came out wrong it was not what i wanted to say...what came out was 'if you attack me you are attacking the devil' and i believed i was mind controlled into saying that so i decided to let whatever was making me say stuff speak whatever it wanted instead of trying to resist it to try to find out what it was and what it's problem is and learned an epiphany:

jesus ordered us not to resist evil, ordered us not to worry and paul told us to not be overcome by evil 

as soon as i started not resisting the attacks the people attacking me just sort of disipated, and stopped attacking

post link https://tinyurl.com/3vduswzu

our aunt sally's grandson, capitol police officer  billy evans, was murdered on good friday, 2021

as soon as i heard noah green's name (before i found out about billy) i became paranoid because of the notorious dr green who was claimed by many online reports of childhood trauma based mind control survivors to either be josef mengele or his coerced protege dr greenbaum, who had worked for the cia

sure enough, noah green posted before the attack that he believed he had been drugged and was experiencing mind control

our mom's boss's boss at williams college, according to his williams bio, was once for a year during ww2, director of the oss, which became the cia after the war and richard helms, who was in charge of the mk ultra program, graduated williams college in 1935

i was part of an experiment by the williams college psychiatry department when i  was in the 10th grade in 1978 that allegedly involved hypnotism and which really seemed harmless at the time, but that i found out later was on going as the professor who did the experiment showed up later in my life at different places and times

i found the hypnotic trigger (a cross on a chain with two pieces of hardware from a hardware store connected to it by the chain of the cross, entangled in the chain of my bicycle which i had hidden in the woods near an angel's trumpet flower) that gave me psychosis on the border of st pete and clearwater

i did not plant the angel's trumpet flower and left it alone

it grew year after year

one day i was staying with my friend dorothy and the news showed a helicopter flying over the intersection of i 275 and roosevelt blvd near where my bike was hidden and they had found the body of cheryl commesso, who allegedly was found to be murdered by franklin delano floyd and matt birkbeck wrote a book about the murder and the life of another girl, who appeared to be floyd's daughter, allegedly named sharon marshall

the book was named 'a beautiful child' and it involved alleged trauma based abuse

franklin delano floyd was once incarcerated about the same time as mk ultra experiment survivor whitey bulger at the atlanta federal penitentiary, where mk ultra experiments were performed

i wrote about what i learned on the book's fb page like i am doing here, because the more i tell, the more i find out and the more i find out, the more i can tell...

...and because both franklin floyd and i had been incarcerated at the pinellas county jail and were diagnosed with scizophrenia, i asked him to tell who sharon marshall really was and he eventually did, her real name was susan sevakis and she had been floyd's step daughter, who he said was going to have been the childhood victim of a snuff film so he ran away with her when her mother was arrested for kiting a check

so you see, it is not by coincidence billy was murdered, someone planned it, possibly russians, possibly rockefellers, possibly satanists, possibly the ossiri, etc...

https://tinyurl.com/jnhkxsu7 post link

 

maine ulc credentials

 

november church

well, i just read this link below after watching dr strangelove for the first time

dr preston robinson lived in our hometown and lona cohen grew up 2 towns over

richard helms destroyed the mk ultra files and graduated the town's college in 1935

lsd was discovered in 1943 and was considered by the cia to plant in the water supplies of enemy air force bases

wiki says fluoride was first added to u s water supplies in 1945

mary pinchot myers, cia operative cord myers' ex wife,  told timothy leary that she dosed president kennedy with lsd

this says the cia wanted to know how much lsd to put in a water supply and in 1953 a scientist named bercel  experimented and said the chlorine in the water supply would render the lsd harmless but it says the cia discovered other forms of lsd that wouldn't be affected by chlorine:

http://psypressuk.com/2014/03/12/reservoir-drugs-enduring-myth-lsd-water-supply

https://youtu.be/d-X_D2JUAAY - dr stranglove $3.99 to rent

why worry ?

jesus ordered us not to worry

it seems simple and easy

until i noticed all the problems i was having because i worried 

i see cartoon like people and i think of them as angels who came here to make the world fairer and better but they would sink or attack me and i couldn't figure out why until i realized even the slightest amount of stress or worry would cause them to act so

when they first showed up i might have recently had a stroke which must have meant i had hypertension, which is related to high blood pressure and possibly to stress

i think hypertension has something to do with worrying and tension and stress cause many symptoms to act out in psych conditions

whatever is going on in my head - it does not like things to not work well and it does not like unnecessary problems 

and it does not like stress

an interesting thing happened to me when i decided not to worry i guess it was last summer, in 2019 after i read jesus telling us not to worry in a new light - like it was a command instead of just good advice

i went to the bank to deposit some money in the account i used to buy stuff online and i had wanted to go swimming at the pool in the hotel - it used to cost $7 to just use the pool

but i started to worry about feeling embarrassed if they would say no, i couldn't use the pool

so i was going to call them on the phone instead which would involve digging out my phone from the back pack charging it up etc and the hotel was right next door to the bank

then i remember - jesus actually ordered us not to worry - so i said ima not gonna worry about it and i walked over to the hotel and asked them if i could use the pool and they said no it's only for guests and i did feel a little embarassed, but i didn't worry about it because as i was walking over to the hotel i found a $100 bill and later went swimming, weightlifting and played some hoops at umpi for $7

since then i have had many other similar episodes where i would ordinarily worry but instead i've been training my mind not to even in the least and things have really improved in my real world life 

like one day about 2 months ago i was in my tent in the woods and i heard 2 men talking as they were walking up the trail and i could tell they were going to try to make me worry

they yelled 'good morning how are you!' but i didnt move and forced myself not to worry then one of them said 'they might be in the tent' and the other said 'let's walk up a little way' and they did

i was sure it were the property owners coming to kick me out and i tried not to worry and did pretty good i looked at my hand and it was shaking just the tiniest bit so i thought 'not bad' but the cartoon people said it was proof that i worried and started to sink

so i lifted them up as best i could and evaced into town telling them 'let's use this to our advantage' and instead of worrying about it i called nancy our town manager and told her i thought the property owners were going to kick me out or maybe shoot me and she got me an apartment that day

now it is possible for humans with robots doing the work to feed, shelter, protect and add safe birth control chemicals to vegan/vegetarian food for and of every life form

did gospel musician 'etta' rosetta tharpe create rock & roll or was she the 'rosetta stone' connecting the translations of gospell, blues, jazz, blue grass, folk and african music that became one of America's 2 most popular internationaly known artforms ?


was the first rock & roll song a gospel song ?

'Tharpe's 1944 release "Down by the Riverside" was selected for the National Recording Registry of the U.S. Library of Congress in 2004, which noted that it "captures her spirited guitar playing and unique vocal style, demonstrating clearly her influence on early rhythm-and-blues performers" and cited her influence on "many gospel, jazz, and rock artists".[9] ("Down by the Riverside" was recorded by Tharpe on December 2, 1948, in New York City, and issued as Decca single 48106.[10]) '