so yesterday i went up onto the soccer field on the hill behind the highschool to try to get reception and the image of the person jim i see in my mind began attacking me so i asked god why i was being tormented and began fighting back as usual against him and the other people i see in my mind who attack me that are apparently projected up into my mind's eye image by a ball inside my head that seems just like the cartoon character not
i tried to yell at jim 'if you attack me you are attacking ...and i was searching for a shorter way to say 'if you attack me you are attacking someone who is fighting the devil' but it came out wrong it was not what i wanted to say...what came out was 'if you attack me you are attacking the devil' and i believed i was mind controlled into saying that so i decided to let whatever was making me say stuff speak whatever it wanted instead of trying to resist it to try to find out what it was and what it's problem is and learned an epiphany:
jesus ordered us not to resist evil, ordered us not to worry and paul told us to not be overcome by evil
as soon as i started not resisting the attacks the people attacking me just sort of disipated, and stopped attacking