why worry ?

jesus ordered us not to worry

it seems simple and easy

until i noticed all the problems i was having because i worried 

i see cartoon like people and i think of them as angels who came here to make the world fairer and better but they would sink or attack me and i couldn't figure out why until i realized even the slightest amount of stress or worry would cause them to act so

when they first showed up i might have recently had a stroke which must have meant i had hypertension, which is related to high blood pressure and possibly to stress

i think hypertension has something to do with worrying and tension and stress cause many symptoms to act out in psych conditions

whatever is going on in my head - it does not like things to not work well and it does not like unnecessary problems 

and it does not like stress

an interesting thing happened to me when i decided not to worry i guess it was last summer, in 2019 after i read jesus telling us not to worry in a new light - like it was a command instead of just good advice

i went to the bank to deposit some money in the account i used to buy stuff online and i had wanted to go swimming at the pool in the hotel - it used to cost $7 to just use the pool

but i started to worry about feeling embarrassed if they would say no, i couldn't use the pool

so i was going to call them on the phone instead which would involve digging out my phone from the back pack charging it up etc and the hotel was right next door to the bank

then i remember - jesus actually ordered us not to worry - so i said ima not gonna worry about it and i walked over to the hotel and asked them if i could use the pool and they said no it's only for guests and i did feel a little embarassed, but i didn't worry about it because as i was walking over to the hotel i found a $100 bill and later went swimming, weightlifting and played some hoops at umpi for $7

since then i have had many other similar episodes where i would ordinarily worry but instead i've been training my mind not to even in the least and things have really improved in my real world life 

like one day about 2 months ago i was in my tent in the woods and i heard 2 men talking as they were walking up the trail and i could tell they were going to try to make me worry

they yelled 'good morning how are you!' but i didnt move and forced myself not to worry then one of them said 'they might be in the tent' and the other said 'let's walk up a little way' and they did

i was sure it were the property owners coming to kick me out and i tried not to worry and did pretty good i looked at my hand and it was shaking just the tiniest bit so i thought 'not bad' but the cartoon people said it was proof that i worried and started to sink

so i lifted them up as best i could and evaced into town telling them 'let's use this to our advantage' and instead of worrying about it i called nancy our town manager and told her i thought the property owners were going to kick me out or maybe shoot me and she got me an apartment that day

now it is possible for humans with robots doing the work to feed, shelter, protect and add safe birth control chemicals to vegan/vegetarian food for and of every life form

did gospel musician 'etta' rosetta tharpe create rock & roll or was she the 'rosetta stone' connecting the translations of gospell, blues, jazz, blue grass, folk and african music that became one of America's 2 most popular internationaly known artforms ?


was the first rock & roll song a gospel song ?

'Tharpe's 1944 release "Down by the Riverside" was selected for the National Recording Registry of the U.S. Library of Congress in 2004, which noted that it "captures her spirited guitar playing and unique vocal style, demonstrating clearly her influence on early rhythm-and-blues performers" and cited her influence on "many gospel, jazz, and rock artists".[9] ("Down by the Riverside" was recorded by Tharpe on December 2, 1948, in New York City, and issued as Decca single 48106.[10]) '

tiny: https://tinyurl.com/ybnm3mvd


so the pahlavi family believed they were descended from cyrus the great who was considered the first jewish messiah for restoring the temple but soon animal sacrifices began at the temple even tho in isaiah god said i do not want your sacrifices and that he wanted mercy instead

faranaz pahlavi

https://tinyurl.com/ydenjsxs

i am 16 days older than princess farahnaz pahlavi whom i once saw walking in a hall in my high school when i was a senior:

she was walking with a blonde girl who was in the class behind me and there was a paperback science fiction book that might have been by mercedes lackey i once bought at a library book sale that had on the cover a blonde girl who looked exactly like the blonde girl the pricess was walking with and a young teen girl that looked like the princess

https://tinyurl.com/y96uqj9q



so nebachadneezer ll was 'the shining one' ramses was ozymandius 'look upon my works ye mighty and despair' and what's left after we're gone from this great and terrible ball of adventure named earth is up for conjecture ...or not

- the atlantic

d'arcy wretzky and james iha formed scratchie records with adam schlesinger - who allegedly passed away on april 1st in poughkeepsie, ny of covid 19 at age 52.

adam and chris collingwood met in williamstown, mass between 1985 and 1989 when they were attending williams college recording an unreleased album under the name 'pinwheel'

they formed 'fountains of wayne' the year after adam, d'arcy, d'arcy's husband kerry brown and james iha formed scratchie records at the height of the smashing pumpkins depths in 1995

- set list

allmusic says adam schlesinger won an oscar, emmy, tony and grammy

williams college class of 1989

- smashing

live stream church with the free band app
.

https://tinyurl.com/sx8blec

For a song

Suze Rotolo died in February [2011]. She said on NPR in 2008 that Don Hunstein took the cover photo for “The Freewheelin’ Bob Dylan” as they were walking down Jones Street toward West Fourth Street Greenwich Village, N.Y. She interested Dylan in Arthur Rimbaud, Bertold Brecht and painting before the pressures of his fame caused her to leave in 1962, inspiring “Don’t Think Twice, its Alright.”

Happily married to producer John Porter today, in 1964 Linda Keith went through the windshield in a car crash driving back from Stonehenge. In Kris Needs’ 2004 book “Keith Richards: Before They Make Me Run” she says of Richards visiting her in the hospital: “He showed me I wasn’t a monster. I wasn’t revolting. And that was Keith.” In Mojo Magazine Keith Richards said “Ruby Tuesday” was written on a Tuesday in January 1967 because Linda had “…pissed off somewhere.”

The Brownfield (Texas) News says Buddy Holly’s high school friend Peggy Sue Gerron is again living in Lubbock, Texas after raising two sons, co-writing a book and being the first licensed female plumber in California.

Lucy Vodden (nee O’Donnell) died at 46 of lupus in 2009. On BBC Radio she said she and Julian Lennon were throwing paint at each other at a double-sided easel in their nursery school the day he painted the picture of her he called “Lucy — in the sky with diamonds.”

“Melodies are memories,” as the Five for Fighting song says

.

Bangor Daily News - Friday, June 10, 2011

https://bit.ly/3bJKEsU